Elliott Smith Night:To find some beautiful place to get lost

God, I can't think of anything else but going back to california. i am so depressed here. I am going to quit my job in about 2 weeks once the other pastry chef can come back from her surgery and take some time off and make some money some other way. I just need to get the fuck out of here. I am taking boxes from work and packing.... I am serious. My parents are going to be out mid march and i am throwing a farewell party. So I expect everyone to be there. I miss the beach and my friends. I miss laughing so hard i can't breath...... i know right now i belong there.


"Haven't laughed this hard in a long timeI better stop now before I start cryingGo off to sleep in the sunshineI don't want to see the day when it's dying"
elliott Smith - Twilight