Muddy Waters

Right now I am everyone's therapist. It seems like shit hits the fan in the month of march. I am also trying to go to the gym, I need to just go in the morning after I take my sister to school. Tomorrow I can't go , due to babysitting which is nice because this weekend I would really just like to get outta the house and stop sitting in front of the computer for hours searching for another job, apartments and loan programs. It's nice though, I am slowly getting to were I want to be. I ahve been moody the last couple of days and I have no idea why, maybe it's being with my family and just wanting to get all these things done. My friend Mary Kay and her man Sam are having some issues I hope they work out. Martin is depressed about not having a job and a place to live of his own and everyone seems to be calling me for advice about relationships and dating and men and I don't know why they trust me so much. But everynight has been talking to someone and just giving as much as i can. Me, well, that parts tricky. I don't have a love life right now, I am just being for a while. Though someone does interest me. I want spring to come already, the sun has been staying out longer though so that's a very good sign. White people may have the groundhog but everyone else has the ice cream truck, one u hear that faithful song down your street you know spring and summer are just around the corner. For now I gotta put some clothes on, stop roaming around the apartment naked and do laundry and groceries. Peace