update

So ok, now that things seem to have cleared up in my head a little I feel better. I started my externship at the Clinton Street Bakery, and I really like working there. The people are awesome and have a really positive outlook. I am also learning alot and not just peeling 300 apples in the corner, I work with one other person and we make several things everyday. If I ever open up a place, it would be a small great place like the Clinton Street Bakery. I also decided to make me schedule at the City Bakery full time, I need the money. i am working my butt off to get an apartment by Dec 15th. I am can't wait to go to Quaker Meeting this sunday, that place brings me so much peace. I barely slept last night,I took care of my nephew, and he was very sick, my parents are trying to get custody of him which means they will offically have 6 kids. CRAZY. I don't want to even get involved. They don't have the money to raise another kid!!!! Plus I was the one who was with him last night, i was the one who didn't sleep. But, there is something wonderful about having a little human being sleep on you.....
anyway i gotta babysit so peace.