a new cynthia
A New Cynthia Current mood: aggravated
I have decided I am no longer swallowing shit. I went to see NIN last night and it made me realize that I should be fucking angry at what's been going on in my life.
My father is Abusive.
My job is trying to straightlace everyone.
My " experiance" which only some of you know about.
My constant run ins with flaky as motherfucking guys that I go on dates with, who can't tell me how they truly feel.
So you know what, instead of keeping myself so busy that at the end of the night I knock out until the next morning at 6 am. I am going to take it easy and accept that I am fucking angry and I should be. I am also a little ticked off at what happened last night at the nin show. I mean I invited my friend , for his birthday and he was texting someone all night, sitting down and then left at like 10:45 pm. I mean How fucking rude is that!!!! I should have taken someone else, I should have disinvited him and taken someone I know would have loved to have been there. The show was great but I wanted to share it with someone, not be left alone at the end, with a wasted 50 bucks.But you live and learn no. So I guess that's what I did. So let me just say that, if you wanna be my friend, be my friend, if you don't see yourself through that door, because I am done with bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have decided I am no longer swallowing shit. I went to see NIN last night and it made me realize that I should be fucking angry at what's been going on in my life.
My father is Abusive.
My job is trying to straightlace everyone.
My " experiance" which only some of you know about.
My constant run ins with flaky as motherfucking guys that I go on dates with, who can't tell me how they truly feel.
So you know what, instead of keeping myself so busy that at the end of the night I knock out until the next morning at 6 am. I am going to take it easy and accept that I am fucking angry and I should be. I am also a little ticked off at what happened last night at the nin show. I mean I invited my friend , for his birthday and he was texting someone all night, sitting down and then left at like 10:45 pm. I mean How fucking rude is that!!!! I should have taken someone else, I should have disinvited him and taken someone I know would have loved to have been there. The show was great but I wanted to share it with someone, not be left alone at the end, with a wasted 50 bucks.But you live and learn no. So I guess that's what I did. So let me just say that, if you wanna be my friend, be my friend, if you don't see yourself through that door, because I am done with bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by dreamsistah1984 | Friday, November 04, 2005
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