Live at my bedroom

• I am not saying that living in california is going to be easier but I know that the people around me are going to be more positive. Lately I have been feeling like one or two of my friends here aren't being very honest with me or themselves. The truth is I have been having this feeling for a very long time . I am trying to decide whether I want to be friends with them anymore. Honestly is a huge thing for me and I can't be around people who are under constant illusions.
  
  I am in a crabby mood today because ever since I came back from my my trip to california everyone has been on me constantly. My family is constantly asking for more and more time from me and I keep denying them. I need to live my own life . I know that I am saving money for california and packing but I feel like it's not soon enough. My work place has become somewhat untrustworthy. I found this ad on cl about clinton street wanting a new head baker and I told shelby, I just can't believe the owner would do that to her after working with her for 10 years. Then again, he doesn't ever tell us to our faces if he doesn't like something we've made. He usually has someone else tell us which is just unprofessional.
  Anyway , today seems like a beautiful day so I want to walk around and maybe take some applications with me and start sending them off. Even, if I can't go to college this fall , I'll do it this spring.
  PEACE EVERYONE