Ideas about the Future
Lately I have been thinking that I might move back to the Bay Area. I have applied for a 2nd job as a babysitter/personal chef. If it doesn't pay me at least 300 a week then I am not going to take it. I really need the money right now and if I can pull atleast 500 a week with both jobs then I can pay my credit card bill back really fast and starting saving up for apartments. I want to move in by January. That's my goal. If I feel as though I really can't make enough money here and I am working for nothing but just to make rent that I am going to start looking to move to the Bay Area. I was looking at people posting for personal chef ads there and they pay their personal chef like 600-2000 a week. I mean shit if I can make anywhere near that range, then fuck it, I am living in sunny weather with a nice place. I can also in time be able to afford a car and be able to take trips all over california and usa.
You know I thought I was going to go back to school in the spring , but right now all i really want is some mental sanity and a room of my own. like virgina woolf said, all women should have. So fuck going back to school, atleast for now. I am too much in debt due to Mills College and Culinary school. I can't get more loans under my belt. So once I pay all my 3,000 dollars worth of mills loans down and at least 10,000 of my culinary down , then I'll start thinking about going back to school. Who knows, I might never go back, it doesnt make me less of a person , just one who couldn't afford it. I really do want to atleast have my BA at one point. It's becoming the new High School diploma. Soon, your ass will HAVE to have a MA! It wouldn't be so impossible if education in the USA weren't so damn expensive. In other countries, it's less expensive, much less, or even free, fathom that idea!!
In anycase, going back to wanting to live in the bay, I miss it and I want some sunshine in my life, sure, I would have to get back to the groove of things , but it might be better for me to once again be far away from my family. I love NYC, but it's too fucking expensive to live here, and I am tired of the mentality that you have to kill yourself just to TRY and make it here. SO anyway, what do you cats think about everything?
You know I thought I was going to go back to school in the spring , but right now all i really want is some mental sanity and a room of my own. like virgina woolf said, all women should have. So fuck going back to school, atleast for now. I am too much in debt due to Mills College and Culinary school. I can't get more loans under my belt. So once I pay all my 3,000 dollars worth of mills loans down and at least 10,000 of my culinary down , then I'll start thinking about going back to school. Who knows, I might never go back, it doesnt make me less of a person , just one who couldn't afford it. I really do want to atleast have my BA at one point. It's becoming the new High School diploma. Soon, your ass will HAVE to have a MA! It wouldn't be so impossible if education in the USA weren't so damn expensive. In other countries, it's less expensive, much less, or even free, fathom that idea!!
In anycase, going back to wanting to live in the bay, I miss it and I want some sunshine in my life, sure, I would have to get back to the groove of things , but it might be better for me to once again be far away from my family. I love NYC, but it's too fucking expensive to live here, and I am tired of the mentality that you have to kill yourself just to TRY and make it here. SO anyway, what do you cats think about everything?
posted by dreamsistah1984 | Sunday, November 06, 2005
1 Comments:
I've neevr been to the Bay area, and i really, really want to go.
i was suposed to go this weekend, but plans fell through. =/
i hope you can get a well paying job and find some piece of mind, you deserve it.
be well.
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