times are busy

So I am kinda excited today. I am seeing one of my closest friends from boarding school. I haven't seen Shonagh since shit I think it's been about 2 years now, ridiculous! In any case this girl is amazing always a fighter and an extremely hard worker. She lives in Arizona now, were her parents moved to. SHe's just working her ass off there and then deciding where she is going to finish college. She is originally from Philly. Anyway we are spending time together today and tomorrow I believe. I have school but since its in the morning it's not that bad. My room is a mess because my sister hasn't organized her things yet, there is no room in this house for all of us. Anyway I wanna take her to the movies and some dinner. I have to do homework though. So, right now she's in philly and she's waiting for the train to arrive. While she's doing that, I am taking a shower, cleaning some clothes and getting dressed. If I have some time left, I'll squeeze in my homework, if not I'll do it tonight when I get back.

What else, I had a weird dream, were NIN were on tour again and this time I couldn't go and they heard about it and invited me on stage to be a dancer for the show. It was sooooooooo weird. It was with the old members of NIN as well. I ended up making out with Danny Lohner.... welcome.


So I have to admit, I have been depressed lately, not with school but with other things, and i just eat my sorrows up. SO today while Shonagh and I are running around I am going to buy myself a combination lock for a locker at the gym and force myself to go after school. I need to, because if not I feel disgusting. I was going for a while and just stopped because I was getting so busy, but now I have to get back into the swing of things so by winter of this coming year I get down to the size I want to get down to......

Ok I gotta go and start doing my stuff.
peace and have beautiful day everyone